It's hard being a walking contradiction
Life is basically impossible for people like us. Everything we do feels like a walking contradiction, and it seems like like nobody ever believes us.
“But how can you be shy and outgoing at the same time?”
Our close friends know our outgoing side and can’t picture us as anything less than the crazy mess we are, but when we meet new people, we clam up, start sweating profusely, and have absolutely no idea what to do.
We need other people to initiate conversation
But once they do, we can’t shut up
It all depends on how the stars have aligned that day
And sometimes it’s really, really tiring
It’s like our body is not in sync with our mind
But there is literally nothing we can do about it
Because there’s not even a word for people like us
Even though there should be
